It happened tonight at this time 3 years ago and sometimes i think it is crazy that my whole body still feels overwhelmed with sadness and i am talking metaphorically it always starts in October always in the school holidays when I first recall the memory of knowing that it would not be long she was on the floor crawling and still wanting to babysit my children. That was her though, my mum, almost selfless in all her being someone that would do anything to make it okay for her family. that is my sadness how can I ever achieve that in life … we all talk about our career and what we have achieved but what matters in life???? I think life is being loved and knowing how to love in return and that is all for all the simplicity it holds that that is all. I love you my mum, my mother, my mummy…. the one person in my life that gave me the gift of true love